I need answers from MYSELF.

Shall post about today events first. when over to yew tee in the morning. Really not so vexed when I sees them....Went over to asumption in the afternoon... I'm vexed. I've no mood...played 5on5 with them...Felt down and stractched my knees...It has been like so long since I felt down during a 5on5 match and injured myself....I guess I really lost my concentration during the game... am thinking of so many things and still cant get an answer for most...I need courage, "your are a coward" said by my coach.... i need to be alone... tomorrow is tong whye under17 training day...hope I can keep my mind focus...the pain of the wound on my knees was no where to felt...=(