I'm being true to myself..

Went for tong whye training today in the afternoon at newton there...was there half-hearted... had the intention of droping out half way, and lucky i dint...the intention came not because the training is tough, in fact the training was super duper slack, dont mention the sun la...just feel like sitting one corner.... Abit regret going to the training. Now i have to go for R.P training every tuesday/thursday also=.="okay~this is great. now my tuesday/tursday is even packed....Dint fell down today. But the balls i shoot is either too hard or too soft...0.0"...i dislike the ME doing things half-heartedly, I dislike the me not being brave enough. But i like the ME now being true to himself=)...I dont know what you think, But i felt it that way=)serious~ gonna be purchasing my laptop tomorrow...ciao people. and ciao to the ME now=)